I'm empty...

Wow, it's been a while...

Sometimes when life gets a hold of you, it doesn't let go. That 's how I feel right now. I'm really busy and tired all the time. Things aren't going the way they should, and I think I'm going crazy. I'm a mess. =(

Well, I started the new year with a bountiful supply of hope, and its' dwindling pretty fast right now. I've just been so empty lately; it's immensly frustrating.

I haven't been able to write a poem in weeks. However, I've made up for that with all the totally sudden, unexpected, and wonderful inspiration for my fictional story that is currently under the works. For a draft, I have a good beginning so far and I've been writing many of the dramatic middle pieces. This is the only feat I have accomplished so far.

This new year isn't working for me. Right now, I can't rant, rave, post poems, or the like, even though I'm dying to. I've got to find myself again.